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So granted it’s been a very long time since I last checked in to post an update and I’m neither ashamed at it nor filled with regret at not posting because I’ve been living it up. I’ve been doing video mainly, not so much podcasting nor even beat making but heavily creating video. I often forget to post it to the blog and I’m not even mad that I keep forgetting to do so. I don’t even forget, I just can’t be bothered a lot of the time. Not even neglectful in the slightest, I’ve just changed.
I find myself writing these updates again in solitude so you know that means that I’m on the cusp of change once again. A lot has changed and perhaps whilst I’m in that state between process, metamorphosis and destination, I’m ere trying to slow down to make sense of how I’m about to scale the obstacle of the process. Something that I did not respect nor pa much attention to but I realise that getting past a process is probably the most important fight.
Deep down we know we can do something but often the process barrier between you and the thing which you desire and are incredibly great at is the difference between doing and being a bystander. I agonised over getting something done whereby my life was on pause for weeks whilst I fought to be untouchable. The process showed me that when you ask for help people are always willing to lend their perspective, also when you take the time to understand and implement the changes to do things properly things change for the better and you become the benchmark of success.
Remember what I said earlier, I didn’t respect the process. I never placed much emphasis, energy nor importance on it. I became somewhat my own barrier to being successful by doing it all wrong. In his short space of time I’ve not only learnt a bunch about myself but developed the mindset that anything is possible when you push yourself harder that you ever have. I’ve actioned a process where I don’t rest on my skills but actively develop my talents by pushing myself further.
Who knew that an opportunity would force me into action the way it did but I did make a pact to myself at the start of 2023 that I would go harder than I ever have and take advantage of every opportunity I get. No more laid back, too cool for school but strive for the best and hold myself accountable by challenging myself to always do better and not get complement.
Right… Now the awkward address for my lack of activity is out the way I guess I can continue with creating some content or to be honest, just update regularly with a mixture of what I’m doing.
Peace.
